you only have ur first born once and they always hold a special place in their mommy's heart
I have a baby girl!!!
I love u, Isabella u light up my life
Baby Bella
Mommy & Bella
my gold bracelet
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 my gold bracelet yesterday was Jordan's school Christmas shopping fair and so he got to shop for his family he came home from school so excited and proud of the gifts he had he made sure we opened them right then and there for Max, he gave a set of cars, Max hugged him like it was the best gift in the world and said "bank you Jordan" (thank is bank) for Bella, a little box of "pretty" (as she calls them) hair barrettes, and she said "for me"....she's cool...too funny and then he practically opened my gift for me, and inside that litte rectangular box was 3 gold bracelets, shining so bright right from the CHristmas Tree Shop store, "all this for 8 dollars" was what he told me, he was so proud and though mama doesn't love the gold, now i do. he asked me to wear it and of course I have been wearing my gold bracelet ever since, well i take it off at night when i take shower, cause we don't want no green around the wrist but just knowing he thought of me, his mother and his brother and sister, touches my heart when someone thinks of you, it makes you feel like you matter, and not one human being can deny that feeling, it's so true and so important to feel validated in life. Plus Jordan is getting the true meaning of Christmas every year as he grows he learns and understands that it's all about the giving.... it always has been and it always will be.. i love you, Jordan. i thank God for giving me you everyday....
Bella gives dolly kisses
She gives love
The Loves of My Life
They know me in a way no one else ever has. They open me to things I never knew existed. They drive me to insanity and push me to my depths. They are the beat of my heart, the pulse in my veins and the energy in my soul. ~They are my kids.~
"If someone is too tired to give you a smile, leave one of your own, because no one needs a smile as much as those who have none to give" ~ Samson Raphael Hirsch
