trying to see the glass half full

tired

disappointed

trying to understand

frustrated

pms

rolls

too many cookies

creating

the rolls

remembering

reminiscing

the younger years

where

does

the

time

go

it just goes and goes

no matter what....

cold weather

but

i want to

have

a

warm

heart

trying to understand

trying not to take things

so

personal

trying to

see

the glass

half full....

We love tubbies!

a tubby always makes us smile after a hard day at the office ")

our snowy day

a little bit insomnia or probably because me, Bella and Jordan passed out around 4:00pm today.

Got up at 5:30, Bella didn't get up until 7:00pm!

a snowy day makes us wanna hibernate.

Jordan got sent home from school with a sore throat and low grade fever so for him to fall asleep on the couch watching the Pirates of the Caribbean movie, I know he is sick.

But took him to the mgh on the beach and doctor said no strep, so that is good thing. He just has a little flu. Rest and more rest and he will be back to his energtic self very soon.

Big Daddy cleared the driveway and was out there for hours. I think he just wanted to have some alone time.

I feel like I could use a 2 hour nap everyday.

In need of a good book 2 read, reading at night makes me sleepy and helps me pass right out.

Santa, please bring me some good books this year!!!

Ate way too much today, being in all day with my 3 crazies!!! What they don't eat, I certainly finish off for them. Such a Mother thing to do plus I love to eat all the wrong foods.

Diets, hopeless and when I just had Jordan I was the tae bo queen, 5-6 times a week. Now lucky if I put on Billy Blanks 5 -6 times a year!

Tomorrow's a new day.

Let the sunshine...

peace

summer days....

summer days
today
sleep
cold
i want to hibernate like a bear
and wake up and let spring be here
i am no good on these cold cloudy days,
i crave sunshine
warmth
brightness
light
yellow
for now
i will go back to sleep
and try to really push myself tomorrow to move
get out
warm up even if the earth is so dam cold and alot of the people in it are too!
that may be another reason,
no one smiles,
no one goes out of there way,
everyone is so sure they are promised another day,
it makes
me
little
sad...but let me post my summer pictures of my children,
for they remind me to be glad,
to be grateful,
to smile
and to laugh.....
thank you Jordan, Maxwell and Bella

i will remember you

i am trying to type as i let my nailpolish dry, challenging, gona smudge.....
ok
i
am
back
shiny dry nails.
i am new to this blogspot.
i learned of it from viewing
drichhungryforlife.blogspot.com
dennis rich
an
amazing
man
who
i wish
i had known
and
who
i wish
i
could
bring
back
to his
family
and
loved ones
right
now....i get so sad, so angy, so frustrated
that so many good ones are taken out way too soon in life...
If anything good can come from this, I have learned that good men do exist
Dennis Rich was one of them.
One of the Best, just from reading about him and his life and how he was as a person really makes
me
see
hope
and
love
and
yellow
and
reason
to
go
forward
and
live
life
to
the
fullest.....for a man i never knew yet he has taught me so much
thank you
and
i
will
remember
you.

my crack of sunlight

I named my blog this because even on the darkest grayest days, my children are my sunshine. Like a room with the shades pulled down but that crack of sunlight can't help but shine through, that's my children. I will share many pictures of their shining little selves.
Introducing my first born, Jordan Toledo, now 8 years old
Loves to read Goosebump books,
Play on the computer his Lego Star Wars games,
eat Funions onion rings,
watch School of Rock with his mama - me ")
and have sleepovers at his grandma "Gigi's" house
Introducing Maxwell, my second born, but never ever second in my life!
Macky (as his baby sister Bella calls him) is a pure lovebug most of the time,
because now that he has hit the fours a little more frustration has arrived in his loving heart,
I am hoping it is just a phase...
Macky loves to play cars, he would all day every day if he could, he loves to
take tubbies and play with his big matchbox boat in the tub,
wrestle and chase his big brother,
help bake cookies and eat them all with his mama
and
read bedtime stories
Isabella Laila, my babygirl, she has made my life complete.
She is the most vibrant little sunshine,
she loves to talk and talks very well,
she loves to shake her bootie and play dance freeze
and give her babydoll and hello kitty hugs and kisses,
She loves wearing hats and shoes
and rock out to Dora and especially YO GABBA GABBA, it's the best show, i get some serious cardio in when we watch that funky show!
I am so glad they have eachother
and that I have them in my life.