I..haven't.blogged..in..a..long..time….one.reason…noone..even..reads..it…lol..another…reason…im..a..busy..mama..who…finds..time..to..post…to..facebook&instagram…lol…so…when..I..get..on..my..little..old..blog..and..read..back..I..am..happy..I..did…post..//what..I..posted…my.14..year..old..sons…smilebox..video…that..he..will..not..see.or..appreciate..until..he..is…40..god..willing!!
I..also..have..a..broken..spacebar..so..it..kind..of..sux..to..have..to.dot..dot..between..every..word…but…i..will..do..it…and..get..through..it!!
I…am…absolutely..inspired…and..in..awe…of…Moms…who..have..suffered..the..most..unimaginable..loss…ever…the..loss.of.their..child..their..baby…their…everything..their…world..their..heartbeat…and..yet..they..are..still..breathing…that..right..there..is…amazing…from..one..mom..to..another..mom…when..a..mom…loses…her..baby…we..all.lose..with..her…and..what..we…must..do..is..all..hold..onto..eachother…because..that..is..all..we..can..do..keep..holding..on…every..second..every..minute..of…everyday…I..just..want..to…say…though…i…don't..know…Ryan's…Mama…I…love..you..and..I..pray..and..think..of..you..your..hubby..and..precious..Ryan…everyday..You.will.always..be..in..my..heart…#REDBALLOONSFORRYANFOREVER!!!
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
HAPPY 14TH, BIRTHDAY TO MY SON, JORDAN!
Love you forever.
Through the good days and bad.
Unconditional Love is my Kind of Love to you and your brother and sisters.
Praying for all the best for you in life.
So proud of the kind guy your growing up to be.
God Bless you always, my firstborn baby boy. xoxoxo
Through the good days and bad.
Unconditional Love is my Kind of Love to you and your brother and sisters.
Praying for all the best for you in life.
So proud of the kind guy your growing up to be.
God Bless you always, my firstborn baby boy. xoxoxo
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Wednesday, July 31, 2013
keep holding on....
keep holding on.
and that i am.
everyday.
everynight.
always.
when you kiss your godmother on her forehead right after she has passed onto heaven, as she lays in her living room, eyes still open...she felt cold on her forehead when i kissed her...she was gone, gone from this world. we all gathered and hugged and talked as she layed gone right next to us.
it was surreal.
i couldn't stop crying.
her son, who is not a hugger, held onto me so tight and sobbed...
her daughter, went in her room and got me cards that Auntie Barb had planned to give us years back, with her signature "love Auntie Barb xoxo"
i will forever cherish those cards.
That was December 16, 2012, the day after the horrific tradegy in Newtown, Conn.
I had to tell myself and my cousins, who had just lost their mother and my own mother, who had just lost one of her best friends and dearest cousins...that Auntie Barb is now with those precious angel children. Just as she was a school secreatary for so many years...taking care of many babies day to day at the Paul Revere School...she was now the angel secretary taking care of those precious babies taken from their elementary school in Newtown...she was their angel and they were now hers.
that's how we keep holding on...
everyday.
everynight.
always.......
and that i am.
everyday.
everynight.
always.
when you kiss your godmother on her forehead right after she has passed onto heaven, as she lays in her living room, eyes still open...she felt cold on her forehead when i kissed her...she was gone, gone from this world. we all gathered and hugged and talked as she layed gone right next to us.
it was surreal.
i couldn't stop crying.
her son, who is not a hugger, held onto me so tight and sobbed...
her daughter, went in her room and got me cards that Auntie Barb had planned to give us years back, with her signature "love Auntie Barb xoxo"
i will forever cherish those cards.
That was December 16, 2012, the day after the horrific tradegy in Newtown, Conn.
I had to tell myself and my cousins, who had just lost their mother and my own mother, who had just lost one of her best friends and dearest cousins...that Auntie Barb is now with those precious angel children. Just as she was a school secreatary for so many years...taking care of many babies day to day at the Paul Revere School...she was now the angel secretary taking care of those precious babies taken from their elementary school in Newtown...she was their angel and they were now hers.
that's how we keep holding on...
everyday.
everynight.
always.......
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Friday, June 28, 2013
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
so complicated...
so misunderstood..
so much judging..
so opinated...see you do the same.
for one minute....just let go...just let go of judgement...cause if you love God and believe in God..that really is up to him/her...
for one second..just let go....of hate..of doubt...of judgement....of other's choices and other's love....then we will all be one...
we will all be.
pretty pretty please don't you ever feel like your less then perfect.
so tired of all judging...of all being mean or hateful or intolerant....just be...just love...just accept the differences and choices of others...cause a loving
God does.
Please share hugs...share peace...share love..share laughs...share booty shakes....it's the only way to survive.
no one is better or worse then anyone else..
no one is prettier or uglier then anyone else...if they have an open heart and a loving heart....let love rule...then nothing can hold us down...
fuck em all...and by all i mean the mean...hatefullll.judgememtal...narrowminded...close minded...cult like...extremists.....the hate will never win..
only
LOVE
WINS.
so much judging..
so opinated...see you do the same.
for one minute....just let go...just let go of judgement...cause if you love God and believe in God..that really is up to him/her...
for one second..just let go....of hate..of doubt...of judgement....of other's choices and other's love....then we will all be one...
we will all be.
pretty pretty please don't you ever feel like your less then perfect.
so tired of all judging...of all being mean or hateful or intolerant....just be...just love...just accept the differences and choices of others...cause a loving
God does.
Please share hugs...share peace...share love..share laughs...share booty shakes....it's the only way to survive.
no one is better or worse then anyone else..
no one is prettier or uglier then anyone else...if they have an open heart and a loving heart....let love rule...then nothing can hold us down...
fuck em all...and by all i mean the mean...hatefullll.judgememtal...narrowminded...close minded...cult like...extremists.....the hate will never win..
only
LOVE
WINS.
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
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