day what?

ok not only off the wagon but off the whole train track!
yep.
that's me
no consistency
whatsoever.
but
i am not allowed to beat myself up about my failures and let downs to myself.
i just
keep
on
keepin
on.
this memorial day was so fun and fun includes food and drinks up in this love shack!!
movie day with the kids, absolutely includes a big bag of ridicuously expense buttered popcorn and a big ol' pepsi.
then
what was going to be a little cookout gathering turned into a big shabang in our little shack.
steak tips.
grilled goods.
ceasar salad.
luberto's italian pastry..cannoli's...italian cookies, cupcakes, cheesecake.
chips
drinks
fun
fattening
weekend.
i wish i could honestly and proudly say i did so good and resisted all that good stuff but i'd be lying and then i would be double ashamed...one for caving,...two for lying about it.
so
i
caved.
ate like a caveman
and now forgot what day i was on for this life changing way of life...eating...moving...
back on track, praying not to slack...atleast not until this upcoming Saturday which will be my birthday and that is a total cave day!!!
tomorrow  zumba for a cause...relay for life...all proceeds and booty shakes dedicated to fighting cancer!
amen.
God Bless.
love & peace.