Friday, December 28, 2012
INTO THE LIGHT.....
Chris Assaad.
INTO THE LIGHT:
I used to be afraid of the dark
But now I know it’s not so hard
To see the light, it’s all around
So I’ll be lookin’ out when you’re lookin’ down.
Brother, if you need a helping hand
Someone you can call to take a stand
I’ll be there by your side
As you walk out of the darkness
Into the light.
Don’t let anyone tell you it’s too late
To get where you’re going, to make a change.
You’re not alone,
I’m right here with you
And there’s so many of us,
Just trying to make our dreams come true.
Sister, if you need a helping hand
Someone you can call to take a stand
I’ll be there by your side
As you walk out of the darkness
Into the light.
Oh… You know the sky is big enough for all the stars
I don’t mind sharing the light with you
And maybe we could even learn a thing or two
I know I’m at my best when I’m with you.
Brother if you need a helping hand
Someone you can call to take a stand
I’ll be there by your side
As you walk out of the darkness
Sister if you need a helping hand
You know I’ll be there to take a stand
As you walk into the light.
Into the light…(and I’ll be there).
Into the light…(and I’ll be there).
Oh…(and I’ll be there)
As you walk.
Just call on me if you need a hand…(and I’ll be there).
Oh into the light…(and I’ll be there).
Oh yeah…(and I’ll be there)
As you walk.
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Christmas Love
Christmas Love means:
Glorious chaos on Christmas morning with Mya squished right in there, chewing on her new rawhide that Santa left in her stocking:
And some "Solo" Beatz by Dr. Dre for the big guy(:A pink guitar made this little Bella girl smile and she has been rockin' out ever since, next...guitar lessons for my little rockstar mama!
A special canvas picture, from Canvaspop for Big Daddy, with pics from our crazy Disney trip!!!
LOL, look at Mya's nose...at the bottom, sniff sniff, she's checkin' it out!
Christmas Love also meant celebrating sweet Becca's 3rd birthday and remembering Becca and Samantha's grandmother Barb ( my Auntie Barb), so tough to be without her this year.
But Becca made us all smile with her sweet red Christmas dress on!
And my angel baby Godson is all Love, with his puppy dog hat on:
Christmas Love xoxoxoxo
Thank you for all the blessings.
Amen.
Friday, December 21, 2012
Thursday, December 20, 2012
Gone but never forgotten...Ever!
Saturday, December 15th, 2012, I got the call from my brother, that my dear Godmother our Auntie Barb, who has been with me my whole life, had left us to go to heaven. And though, she faught the toughest,most painful fight ( pancreatic cancer) for 9 months, and though she suffered and was in alot of discomfort and pain, especially this past couple months, you never want to say goodbye to someone you love so much.
Yes, we wanted to take away her pain and yes we prayed for her to be in peace but we much rather her to be in peace here on earth with us. It's so hard to let someone you love go. Even though you know they are going to pure peace, love and joy in heaven with Jesus, it still makes us all left behind on earth feel so sad and empty and full of grief and loss.
Every Christmas Eve, my Godmother and my cousins would come for dinner and laughs and my brother dresses up as Santa and brings the children presents and my cousin Matthews's birthday is on December 24h, so Auntie Barb would always buy her son a birthday cake and we'd sing and laugh and take pictures and be together.
We are really going to feel her loss in 4 days on Christmas Eve.
And my heart aches for all the babies taken in the school shooting, for all the daughters, who tried with all they could to protect those precious children from the shooter. The all stay in my heart and I cry for all of them, gone too soon and so tragically.
Christmas is not the same this year.
I often play the song "Where are you Christmas" from my girl, Faith Hill... Because it really fits this years Christmas season.
I find peace in music and I find peace in prayer.
I cherish the memories with my dear Godmother, I try to let the angry feelings wash away with all the tears I cry...the anger for cancer and the anger for precious lives taken so tragically.
I try to embrace
the LOVE beacause God is Love
and
LOVE is GOD
and
we can only go forward if we realize LOVE.
7 Christmases ago, Auntie Barb was blessed with her first granddaughter, Samantha.
And here is a picture I cherish so much, of me holding my Bella and
Auntie Barb holding her Samantha, on their first Christmas.
Oh how I wish she could still be here to see how amazing Samantha is in first grade with her cousin Bella.
She misses her Grandma so much and isn't ready to talk about her just yet.
I pray in time she will, so we can share all the wonderful memories and pictures of her Grandma with her.
Merry Christmas, Auntie Barb.
I love you and miss you so much.
Xoxoxoxoo
I will be speaking at her memorial service this Saturday and how appropriate is the Proverb I will be dedicating to my Auntie Barb:
Yes, we wanted to take away her pain and yes we prayed for her to be in peace but we much rather her to be in peace here on earth with us. It's so hard to let someone you love go. Even though you know they are going to pure peace, love and joy in heaven with Jesus, it still makes us all left behind on earth feel so sad and empty and full of grief and loss.
Every Christmas Eve, my Godmother and my cousins would come for dinner and laughs and my brother dresses up as Santa and brings the children presents and my cousin Matthews's birthday is on December 24h, so Auntie Barb would always buy her son a birthday cake and we'd sing and laugh and take pictures and be together.
We are really going to feel her loss in 4 days on Christmas Eve.
And my heart aches for all the babies taken in the school shooting, for all the daughters, who tried with all they could to protect those precious children from the shooter. The all stay in my heart and I cry for all of them, gone too soon and so tragically.
Christmas is not the same this year.
I often play the song "Where are you Christmas" from my girl, Faith Hill... Because it really fits this years Christmas season.
I find peace in music and I find peace in prayer.
I cherish the memories with my dear Godmother, I try to let the angry feelings wash away with all the tears I cry...the anger for cancer and the anger for precious lives taken so tragically.
I try to embrace
the LOVE beacause God is Love
and
LOVE is GOD
and
we can only go forward if we realize LOVE.
7 Christmases ago, Auntie Barb was blessed with her first granddaughter, Samantha.
And here is a picture I cherish so much, of me holding my Bella and
Auntie Barb holding her Samantha, on their first Christmas.
Oh how I wish she could still be here to see how amazing Samantha is in first grade with her cousin Bella.
She misses her Grandma so much and isn't ready to talk about her just yet.
I pray in time she will, so we can share all the wonderful memories and pictures of her Grandma with her.
Merry Christmas, Auntie Barb.
I love you and miss you so much.
Xoxoxoxoo
I will be speaking at her memorial service this Saturday and how appropriate is the Proverb I will be dedicating to my Auntie Barb:
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Hold each other.....
Our country is grieving. Each child who has been slaughtered belongs to each of us and each slain adult is a member of our family. It is impossible to explain the horror to ourselves and to our survivors. We need to hold each other’s hands and look into each other’s eyes and say, “I am sorry." ~Maya Angelou
God help us throught this...
This is the whole country's song today, the whole worlds song really...
We are all grieving.
We are all in pain and disbelief.
It's devastating and more so because Christmas is next week.
How do we shine when there is so much darkness around us today.
I am praying and loving with all my might.
I am crying and holding my children even more and just staring at them even more and taking in their happy smiles and pure innocence....
Once again,
there is no way around it,
just through it,
all together with LOVE.
LOVE
IS
GOD
GOD
IS
LOVE.
This song seems like the only approriate soong to listen to today....
God help us through this devastation and loss.
God help the families who lost their loved ones yesterday in Newtown, Conn.
Amen.
We are all grieving.
We are all in pain and disbelief.
It's devastating and more so because Christmas is next week.
How do we shine when there is so much darkness around us today.
I am praying and loving with all my might.
I am crying and holding my children even more and just staring at them even more and taking in their happy smiles and pure innocence....
Once again,
there is no way around it,
just through it,
all together with LOVE.
LOVE
IS
GOD
GOD
IS
LOVE.
This song seems like the only approriate soong to listen to today....
God help us through this devastation and loss.
God help the families who lost their loved ones yesterday in Newtown, Conn.
Amen.
Saturday, December 8, 2012
I'll be your soldier....
My cousin's mom....aka my Godmother is dying...she is very sick with pancreatic cancer and doesn't have much time left here with us.
It is the most heartbreaking experience to watch someone you love, someone who has been so much apart of your life, just wither away in front of your eyes...it's unfair, it's unexplainablely sad and I just want my cousin Melissa to know that I am here for her, I am by her side, I am never leaving her side and I will forever be her soldier...strong and brave and always with open arms to hold her especially on these most tough heartbreaking days....xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
It is the most heartbreaking experience to watch someone you love, someone who has been so much apart of your life, just wither away in front of your eyes...it's unfair, it's unexplainablely sad and I just want my cousin Melissa to know that I am here for her, I am by her side, I am never leaving her side and I will forever be her soldier...strong and brave and always with open arms to hold her especially on these most tough heartbreaking days....xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Monday, December 3, 2012
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Laila and Dougie
Aw...look at sister Laila helping Dougie, they are reading.."Can You See What I See...Night Before Christmas." By: Walter Wick.
Every Christmas we get out this book and search for all kinds of cute trinkets hidden throughout this book. The kids love it!
I think Laila and Dougie do too!
Where will they go tonight???
We are always wondering, lol!
We are always hoping they will remember to go, lol!
Merry Christmas!!!
Every Christmas we get out this book and search for all kinds of cute trinkets hidden throughout this book. The kids love it!
I think Laila and Dougie do too!
Where will they go tonight???
We are always wondering, lol!
We are always hoping they will remember to go, lol!
Merry Christmas!!!
Thursday, November 15, 2012
NOVEMBER 16, 2003
That was the day my baby boy, Maxwell David Toledo came into my world!
How truly blessed I am have you as my son, Max.
How truly blessed I am to be your mama.
This one's for you, my lovebug!
HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY, MAXWELL!!!
How truly blessed I am have you as my son, Max.
How truly blessed I am to be your mama.
This one's for you, my lovebug!
HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY, MAXWELL!!!
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Tuesday, November 6, 2012
LET'S GO...TIME TO GO TO BED AND I'M GETTING TIRED..
THOSE ARE THE WORDS OF MY HUSBAND, AKA...BIG DADDY..
HE JUST TOLD OUR BABIES: "LET'S GO, TIME TO GO TO BED AND I'M GETTING TIRED."
YES, THEY DO HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW.
YES, THEY WERE ALL SO CUTE WATCHING "ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS"PART 3 ON THE COUCH WITH MYA (OUR SWEET BABYGIRL DOG)
AND
YES, I WAS CONSUMED BY THE ELECTION AND FACEBOOK..
BAD MAMA!
BUT NOW IT'S TIME FOR BED...
BIG DADDY NEEDS ME OFF THE COMPUTER TO COME HELP HIM PUT THE KIDS TO BED PLEASE.
AS IF I DON'T PUT THEM TO SLEEP, READ AND TUCK THEM IN EVERY NIGHT.
LOL!
I
MUST
LET
GO
AND
LET
GOD
BECAUSE
IT
IS
OUT OF MY CONTROL NOW.
I
LOVE
AND
I PRAY
AND
I HOPE
AND
YET
IF
PEOPLE
ARE
UNEDUCATED
AND
NOT ABLE
TO ACCEPT
OTHERS
FOR
WHO
THEY
ARE....
THEN
IT
IS WHAT IT IS...
I WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE
AND
CONTINUE TO PRAY
AND
CONTINUE TO
BREATHE
FOR
MY
CHILDREN.....
HE JUST TOLD OUR BABIES: "LET'S GO, TIME TO GO TO BED AND I'M GETTING TIRED."
YES, THEY DO HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW.
YES, THEY WERE ALL SO CUTE WATCHING "ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS"PART 3 ON THE COUCH WITH MYA (OUR SWEET BABYGIRL DOG)
AND
YES, I WAS CONSUMED BY THE ELECTION AND FACEBOOK..
BAD MAMA!
BUT NOW IT'S TIME FOR BED...
BIG DADDY NEEDS ME OFF THE COMPUTER TO COME HELP HIM PUT THE KIDS TO BED PLEASE.
AS IF I DON'T PUT THEM TO SLEEP, READ AND TUCK THEM IN EVERY NIGHT.
LOL!
I
MUST
LET
GO
AND
LET
GOD
BECAUSE
IT
IS
OUT OF MY CONTROL NOW.
I
LOVE
AND
I PRAY
AND
I HOPE
AND
YET
IF
PEOPLE
ARE
UNEDUCATED
AND
NOT ABLE
TO ACCEPT
OTHERS
FOR
WHO
THEY
ARE....
THEN
IT
IS WHAT IT IS...
I WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE
AND
CONTINUE TO PRAY
AND
CONTINUE TO
BREATHE
FOR
MY
CHILDREN.....
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Our Halloween Disney Adventures!!!
This free photo slideshow made with Smilebox |
Add in a mama (that would be me) who hasn't flown in 18 years and was completely freaking out about flying and you have a very exhausting, at times stressful, memorable, amazing family vacation!!
The slideshow captures it all, except my melt down on our third night in, where I literally locked myself in our hotel bathroom and cried my eyes out on the cold bathroom floor, it was an overwhelming feeling of heat exhaustion, feet exhaustion and dealing with my 13 year old son and impulsive husband. Just keeping it real, "it's not always rainbows and butterflies." ( Adam Levine )
But my sweet baby girl and her daddy went to the gift shop and picked out the sweetest Minnie Mouse mug for me that says "Mornings Are Not Pretty" cause I am so not a morning mama!! And a very sweet Minnie Mouse keychain! The ladies in the gift shop gave Bella lots of stickers to help her decorate the gift box and when Bella came back to the hotel room with that sweet mug in the box, that made me smile and dried the tears and after a refreshing shower and a good nights sleep our next 3 days were our best 3 days at Disney. With our favorite parks being the Magic Kingdom and Animal Kingdom!! And though there is so much more to see, we hope to one day go back soon, this time in an RV!
Though I am so proud of myself for finally conquering my flying fear, I prefer to stay grounded on our next trip to Disney(:
Thank you God for blessing us with a trip filled with awesome memories and a safe landing back to Boston....Home Sweet Home!
Thursday, October 18, 2012
HOW? WHY? WTF???
NO matter our political views, we should always love oneanother. If you love God and truly know God is LOVE, then you LOVE as God Love's...ALL.
How can One say they Love God and then be against someone cause they are poor, or gay, or different from them in skin, choices, economic status, HOW??????
That's all for now.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
How can One say they Love God and then be against someone cause they are poor, or gay, or different from them in skin, choices, economic status, HOW??????
That's all for now.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
THIS GIRL IS ON FIRE!!!
And my precious babygirl will be turning 7 very soon!! I put this together for her a little early because when I heard this new song by Alicia Keys, I got inspired to make my Bella this slideshow. Smilebox, is a site where you can make slideshows with your own choice of music, it's so much fun and I haven't been on it in a long time, so now with this Apple computer, I was cruising along and whipped this sweet video up in no time!
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Clothes, I'm gonna miss you.....
So it's summertime
and I'm feeling so happy and excited!!!
Happy to be able to sleep in with my buttercups and sweet Mya ( aka our precious dog)
and
not rush around
and
not fret over getting school clothes out the night before..
although (Sadly, to me) this year my babies will be rocking' school uniforms...yes..
navy/white polo's and navy/khaki pants../ skorts/ shorts...blah blah blaaaaahhhhhhhh
bajjjjjjaaaaaaa!!!!!!
I mean, yes everyone will look proper and cute
but Gosh how my Bella girl and I will miss dressing her to the 9's and with some sort of pink and bling and fun and grooviness to her attire, some individuality, some expression.
just fun
just pure expression
just being kids...
now that is all over because the school committee voted in school uniforms...but yet my oldest son who is in middle school does not have to wear "uniforms"...
now in my own opinion I think his age is the age that would benefit from school uniforms due to the sexy styles young chicas be wearing' to school ( i know, I once was one of them, looking' hot and not even knowing it, if only I could have my body back from when I was 15!!)
Anyways,
they are the kids who deal with the bullying hard core, over who is wearing what, who can afford UGGZZZ, who is looking hoochie mama, who is rocking' expensive sneakers,
I mean really...but nooooo
they are the ones who can wear whatever they like.
And the little peeps.
aka
my babies...all of 6 and 8 have to rock the uniforms.
Ok. maybe it will be easier.
Maybe it will work better for this very UNORGANIZED, CHAOTIC, ADHD BRAINED MAMA...
but I will still be missing
buying clothes for me babies..
especially my baby girl!!
Let it be..
Let it be...
That is what I am trying to do.
It is what it is.
But cute clothes I will certainly miss you):
and I'm feeling so happy and excited!!!
Happy to be able to sleep in with my buttercups and sweet Mya ( aka our precious dog)
and
not rush around
and
not fret over getting school clothes out the night before..
although (Sadly, to me) this year my babies will be rocking' school uniforms...yes..
navy/white polo's and navy/khaki pants../ skorts/ shorts...blah blah blaaaaahhhhhhhh
bajjjjjjaaaaaaa!!!!!!
I mean, yes everyone will look proper and cute
but Gosh how my Bella girl and I will miss dressing her to the 9's and with some sort of pink and bling and fun and grooviness to her attire, some individuality, some expression.
just fun
just pure expression
just being kids...
now that is all over because the school committee voted in school uniforms...but yet my oldest son who is in middle school does not have to wear "uniforms"...
now in my own opinion I think his age is the age that would benefit from school uniforms due to the sexy styles young chicas be wearing' to school ( i know, I once was one of them, looking' hot and not even knowing it, if only I could have my body back from when I was 15!!)
Anyways,
they are the kids who deal with the bullying hard core, over who is wearing what, who can afford UGGZZZ, who is looking hoochie mama, who is rocking' expensive sneakers,
I mean really...but nooooo
they are the ones who can wear whatever they like.
And the little peeps.
aka
my babies...all of 6 and 8 have to rock the uniforms.
Ok. maybe it will be easier.
Maybe it will work better for this very UNORGANIZED, CHAOTIC, ADHD BRAINED MAMA...
but I will still be missing
buying clothes for me babies..
especially my baby girl!!
Let it be..
Let it be...
That is what I am trying to do.
It is what it is.
Last years back to school clothes for the first day of Kindergarten....choices choices..choices...loved it!!! |
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Sunday, July 8, 2012
At the lake...
Red, White and Blue sparkler toes for the 4th(:
At the lake....
Sandcaslte discussion.
Chillin' under the pink umbrella with a big bag of chips.
Delicious meataballzzzz, i mean...Muddballzzzz
and
a little solo pose of Miss Bella herself.
We spent all day Saturday at our friends cottage, on the lake, such a great relaxing day.
Kids had a blast in the water, jumping off the dock with diving board and being little fish all day in the lake(:
We left their cottage at 9:30 and rolled into Boston by 11:00.
Love summertime,
so relaxin',
no rushin',
just enjoyin' everyday moment to moment.
At the lake....
Sandcaslte discussion.
Chillin' under the pink umbrella with a big bag of chips.
Delicious meataballzzzz, i mean...Muddballzzzz
and
a little solo pose of Miss Bella herself.
We spent all day Saturday at our friends cottage, on the lake, such a great relaxing day.
Kids had a blast in the water, jumping off the dock with diving board and being little fish all day in the lake(:
We left their cottage at 9:30 and rolled into Boston by 11:00.
Love summertime,
so relaxin',
no rushin',
just enjoyin' everyday moment to moment.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
American Pie
We started singing!!!
We put up the Banzai....aka the huge blow up waterside on our neighbors driveway and the kids are ready to splish and splash!!!
Happy 4th of July!!
SO truly honored and proud to be an American today and everyday!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Dark Side.
"Don't run away, don't run away, just promise me you will stay."
Let's keep it real...
We all have it...
Addictions...
Rough moments,
Low self-esteem,
Jealousy,
Grudges,
Hurt,
Depression,
etc..
I love Kelly Clarkson and how she keeps it real in her songs.
She is relatable and sincere
and
I think we all need someone like that in our lives.
Hopefully we are surrounded by more then one person who is,
but one is enough.
Just one.
One
who
will
love
you
unconditionally.
One
who
won't
run
away,
even
when
you
are
mean.
ugly.
sad.
grumpy.
I have depression.
I take medicine
for it but it's tough, somedays are tougher then others.
Sometimes I need a drink to get through the day, around dinner time, sitting on my porch watching the kids play, ride their bikes with their friends.
A Timeout.
Please don't judge.
I won't judge you either.
My mind is understanding and everyday I try to be more and more understanding, to see both sides, to except without judgement people as they are, their thoughts, beliefs, addictions, doubts, happiness and strengths.
Validation.
Appreciation.
Exceptance.
LOVE.
Will you love me, even with my dark side.
I am blessed that my husband and my children do, just as I love them as they are.
Bright side and Dark side.
Peace.
Light.
Bright,
Dark.
Love.
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
Forgot the Camera.....Remembered the Camera....
Ok, so no rollerskating pics coming soon, because as I drove to Rollerworld, I realized I brought MaKenna's bday gift (which I almost forgot)but I definitely forgot the camera):
So no pics,
but we did have fun rollin' out to the jams (loved hearing "Cause I aint' no hollaback girl!!!"), it reminded me of the sunday afternoons that I would go, every weekend, when my oldest son was just a little guy. He'd be home with Big Daddy and I'd go work it out on the rink, every Sunday, I was so fit back then with just 1 child ):, a lot younger too. But it was nice to be back on the rink this time with my baby girl. She was rockin' her hot pink barbie knee pads and elbow pads and funky fluorescent outfit from "justice" then she won a lovely engagement ring (aka turns green within seconds on the skin, lol) in the "bling bling claw" game, scooped it up all by herself, we were so proud!! It's the little things(:
Had some greasy pizza and yummy fluffy cake and.....
Then home to a little bar-b-q across the street at our neighbors house and the kids all splashed around in their pool. That's when I remembered the camera....
Cool, fun, laid back Sunday(:
Peace.
And now today, Monday June 25th, we slept in until 10:00 am, we never sleep that way and awoke to thunder and rain.
A rainy summer Monday, in the house with 3 kids and a dog.
So no pics,
but we did have fun rollin' out to the jams (loved hearing "Cause I aint' no hollaback girl!!!"), it reminded me of the sunday afternoons that I would go, every weekend, when my oldest son was just a little guy. He'd be home with Big Daddy and I'd go work it out on the rink, every Sunday, I was so fit back then with just 1 child ):, a lot younger too. But it was nice to be back on the rink this time with my baby girl. She was rockin' her hot pink barbie knee pads and elbow pads and funky fluorescent outfit from "justice" then she won a lovely engagement ring (aka turns green within seconds on the skin, lol) in the "bling bling claw" game, scooped it up all by herself, we were so proud!! It's the little things(:
Had some greasy pizza and yummy fluffy cake and.....
Then home to a little bar-b-q across the street at our neighbors house and the kids all splashed around in their pool. That's when I remembered the camera....
Cool, fun, laid back Sunday(:
Peace.
Titi Jenny, Rockin' Randy, Big Daddy, Paul, and his mom Lorraine, who never takes her eyes off the kids in the pool. |
Baby Enzo, almost 3 weeks old, yawning (: hard day at the office... |
Jordan lifting up Shane |
Titi Jenny and baby Enzo..we've been friends for 22 years...she is like a sister to me, love her and my Godson. |
Jt in action! |
Bella on the go, Shane and Jt. |
My man, Macky!!!Fresh out the pool! |
A rainy summer Monday, in the house with 3 kids and a dog.
Fun times......
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Bday party for Bella's girlfriend, MaKenna at Rollerworld today!
So here we come, we are so ready to Roll Out to the music pumpin'
and the disco ball spinnin'!!!
And this is exactly how the skates be looking at Rollerworld,
size 7 for me.
Bella is rockin' her pink Barbie skates,
pics coming soon......
So here we come, we are so ready to Roll Out to the music pumpin'
and the disco ball spinnin'!!!
And this is exactly how the skates be looking at Rollerworld,
size 7 for me.
Bella is rockin' her pink Barbie skates,
pics coming soon......
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Happy Birthday, Gigi!!
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Goodbye Second Grade....Thank you, Ms. Petrone(:
Maxwell is graduating second grade next week. And we love his teacher, Ms. Petrone and she has really helped and guided Maxwell, this year, my sweet Max was diagnosed with ADHD the end of last school year and it was a tough decision to make to have him try medication to help him focus and relax in school. There was a lot of trial and error but finally with patience and prayer, we have found the right match for Mr. Maxwell, aka my love bug.
I thank Ms. Petrone so much for her love, understanding and patience with Maxwell and to say thank you I put together a little special card just for her.
We will also get her a cool gift card for her to enjoy on summer vacation. Maybe TjMaxx cause she loves to shop there(:
And I love to find any reason to go there and browse around myself. Hmmmm I think I will shoot there right now before Max's concert, he comes on the stage at 1:40. It's noon, so I should have enough time for a quick shop, pick up the gift card and be there on time!!!
I thank Ms. Petrone so much for her love, understanding and patience with Maxwell and to say thank you I put together a little special card just for her.
Thank you to my girl, Krista Smith aka Saturated Canary~ for drawing such a gorgeous little school fairy, she fits perfectly on this card!! |
And on the inside, a little baby Maxwell giggling in his carseat, Bella thought the cowboy hat was a must on his sweet head! Maxwell wrote some very sweet words to Ms. Petrone. |
And on the back...this is so Max, full of love and sometimes chaos but always keeping the faith and sorry for his sins(: |
We will also get her a cool gift card for her to enjoy on summer vacation. Maybe TjMaxx cause she loves to shop there(:
And I love to find any reason to go there and browse around myself. Hmmmm I think I will shoot there right now before Max's concert, he comes on the stage at 1:40. It's noon, so I should have enough time for a quick shop, pick up the gift card and be there on time!!!
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Never Grow Up
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light
To you everything's funny, you got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have, honey
If you could stay like that
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart
And no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up
You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14 there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots
But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your pj's getting ready for school
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
No one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to, just try to never grow up
Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs
I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone
So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder that I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on
Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up
Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
I could still be little
Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
Won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even though you want to, please try to never grow up
Oh, don't you ever grow up
Oh, never grow up, just never grow up ~ by Taylor Swift
Me and my Bella girl, I always loved this sunset in this picture, my baby girl was just 8 months old here. |
And
Tomorrow is Bella's end of the year concert, she will wear her fancy dress and wedged sandals and next week she will finish Kindergarten. Watching her grow before my eyes is so bittersweet, I am so blessed that she is my baby girl, my one and only daughter, but somedays I just want to hold her tight and never let her go out into this big scary world. I don't want her to rush to grow up. I want her to enjoy every moment of everyday. She loves Taylor Swift and rocks out to all her songs on my iPod. Her favorite songs from Taylor are: Mean, You Belong With Me and Eyes Wide Open. And when I was making Bella a playlist of all Taylor songs, I found this one and it's so beautiful and I dedicate it to my baby girl.
My baby girl, is so grown up at 6 years old.
She is so inquisitive and bright and full of wonder and delight.
She is always ready to help her big brothers
and she loves our dog Mya too pieces, always thrilling her when she decides to dress her up in her love. Look how excited Mya looks about the sun hat and dollar tree store glasses(:
She has a crush on the sweetest boy in her class, named Logan and she is a great little drawer.
She is digging' Justin Bieber these days and her favorite star is Taylor Swift, we hope to see her in concert one day!
She rolls out on 2 wheels these days, up and down our hill of a street with her funky pink helmet on, she's a safety girl!! But she likes the speed and that worries me a little bit. Her favorite tv shows these days are Adventure Time ( the big bro's got her into that one) and Icarly but I still catch her watching Fresh Beat Band and Yo Gabba Gabba and Olivia and I like that. We once met Dj Lance Rock in Boston, back when he was just getting' started with Yo Gabba Gabba, I remember Bella sitting on my lap and he was signing an autograph for her and she looked right at him and said "I love you." Yes, Dj Lance "Break it Dowwwwwn" Rock!!! We're cool. We met him...lol!
Rockin' it out in 08' at a Yo Gabba Gabba/Target Book Club in the Boston Commons, such an awesome day!!! |
And now my Bella is ready to sing tomorrow on stage and just about ready to graduate Kindergarten, onto first grade, how does this all happen so darn fast!
I cherish her.
Isabella Laila Toledo<3
Mami loves you forever
"Babygirl, don't you ever grow up"
xoxoxoxoxo
Playing dress up in her fancy dress that she will rock on the stage tomorrow for her summer concert!!! |
Friday, June 1, 2012
36 years young today.
Today's my bday.
Happy
Birthday
to
me(:
And now today on my 36th, June 1st, 2012 official birthday, I am super excited to be going on my baby girls field trip to a really cool park in East Boston.
Picnic, bubbles,swings, ice creams and sun = Fun, Fun, Fun!!!
I awoke to birthday hugs and kisses from my babies and that includes Mya ( our 4 legged boxer baby) and they really are the best gifts ever to me for life, forever!!!
Oh and a carvel ice cream always rocks, that is coming this weekend(:
Have an awesome June weekend and even if it isn't your bday, go out and get a carvel ice cream and just celebrate life!!!
Peace & Love
Happy
Birthday
to
me(:
How blessed I am to have my awesome family and friends by my side to celebrate my big day.
My bff, Erica and I went out to yummy Pizzeria Regina's on Wednesday night for a pre bday celebration, it's our tradition, we always treat each other to a bday dinner. I don't have any sisters, so I consider her my sister, I am truly blessed. So at Pizzeria Regina's we had amazing pizza, caesar salad and delicious frozen strawberry daiquiris...we had some serious laughs and she gave me way too many precious bday treats. One being this pretty hot guy on this bday card.
Made my whole darn night!!!
Here he is and his name is "Beefcakes":
Picnic, bubbles,swings, ice creams and sun = Fun, Fun, Fun!!!
I awoke to birthday hugs and kisses from my babies and that includes Mya ( our 4 legged boxer baby) and they really are the best gifts ever to me for life, forever!!!
Oh and a carvel ice cream always rocks, that is coming this weekend(:
Have an awesome June weekend and even if it isn't your bday, go out and get a carvel ice cream and just celebrate life!!!
Peace & Love
Sunday, May 20, 2012
The Elvis Medley and LMFAO
Bella on the left, Jordan in the center(: |
Her class did an Elvis Medley and rocked out to.."Tonight, Tonight, theres a party on the roof on top of the world!
Bella and her bff, Gianna cruising to Bella's dance rectial!!
Bella's bff goes to a different school, so they don't see each other as much as they'd like to, so Bella was super excited when she found out Gianna would be coming to see her dance recital and then out to Fuddruckers for dinner and Friendly's for ice creams ~ vanilla with rainbow sprinkles, of course.
Showing a sweet Elvis move before the big show! |
Jordan and Bella aka Little Elvis Mama's! |
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